2 days...

Ok, I know I am being whiney mom, I know I need to cut the cord...

But I gave birth to my son 19 3/4 year ago and in all that time, I talked to my son every day of his life...  He has been in Bootcamp for 2 days now and I just feel empty.  I have been writing and journaling, but I like seriously just keep looking at my phone waiting for it to ring or a text to go off!

I know he is safe.   I know he is being pushed.   I know he is doing something so totally amazing!  I know that he is making lifelong friends, I know hes hating things and I can picture his smile and how he is loving things.

But selfishly I am missing my baby boy!